Friday, December 17, 2004

blardy darn nose

fell victim to the dreaded runny nose virus. had actually started sneezing and excreting mucus whilst at work yest, made worse by indulging myself wif sheesha i tink. now its pretty irritatingly a nuisance, hafta reach out for tissue every now & den. and i thot my tummy is the only organ tt needs consistent attention. unlucky i tell u. took the magic yellow decolgen pill abt an hour ago, tt seems to be the only remedy tt works for me. cant find it ard tt much tho, heard tt guardian aint selling it anymore. aah well wat am i blabberring, must be the flu enveloping itself ard my brain. or wateva thr is to it.

went to campus today wif my mom to place an order for my very own laptop. finally. after im done wif 1 & half years of being an undergrad. aaah well, better late den never. now its no more depending on other's goodwill to surf...ummm...research sites during school hours. and do term papers on the move. how cool is that aye, owning a laptop. sent mommy to her workplace at farrer rd after tt. riding with her was seriously damn strenous, coz she kept giving the wrong directions coupled with last minute changes. blimey! i simply take it as a test of patience, & of my riding abilities.

spent a few hours slacking wif yan, shan & aidah at yan's sis's place. how nice of her to offer us tt luxury. thank u to whom it may concern, for such sweet hospitality. the house is wonderfully & tastefully done up, it was simple yet nice & cosy. and its pretty big too for a 3-roomer. simply lurve the toilets, for their aesthetic qualities of coz. it was great fun, bumming ard like old times when we were free before the term started. eh, come to tink of it, we did still bummed ard when the term was in full motion. wat the heck, no difference! well mebbe just the relative freedom of mind without any thought of school work made it better la. laughed our heads off at the stupidity of Scary Movie 3 & American Pie. those are my kind of shows man, slapstick dumb humour do tickle my fancy. its a great great way to relieve stress and worries i must say. pizza was ordered at a budgeted size, considering that all of us are kinda tight rite now. got 3 slices each though, so its quite sufficient to temporarily ease the hunger pangs. afterall we had been munching non-stop on chips and guzzling soda all along, so it was enough. especially for aidah, who had been hogging the plate of goodies for significantly most of the time. too bad the time to leave was pretty early, could haf stayed there til god noes wat time man. the fab four, good clean fun. seriously, it IS clean. and fun.

finally met yan today. it was blissfully nice, wished the time spent could have been longer or sumting. would have liked to write more, but i cant really describe much in words, only the experience felt is worthy of mention. words, after all, cannot totally encapsulate the entire essence of whatever my life is all about. they represent those feelings, emotions, thoughts etc etc to some extent, but doesnt really allows a connection with what i mean to say at times. tts when i get myself into a tight spot, i tink. hmmmm.

here's another sumting i thought about, dunno how true it is though. when all is well, it brings about a sense of familiarity to all, in terms of what when where how & why things happen or are done in that particular way. familiarity eventually breeds complacency. and when u are complacent, tt's when u start making assumptions. mostly wrong ones. and as we know, assumptions is the mother of all cockups. tts where things go wrong between couples i feel. coz when's thr's relatively stagnant peace and happiness in a relationship, u tend to not appreciate the other party as much as u should. feelings of neglect will eventually start to creep in and corrupt the perfect setting of that relationship. treasure the ones u have, especially in times when all is well. that, unknowingly to most, is perhaps the most crucial phase where the greatest attention needs to be emphasised. theoretical mumbo-jumbo some may say, but doesnt matter to me. nobody's perfect.

oh dear nose please have mercy...









2 Comments:

Anonymous Anonymous said...

woit fan, ur entries so LONG! miss writin essay is it?
if u're thinkin who i am, i'm Ms Bebek Angsa, najib's other half.

Friday, December 17, 2004 12:35:00 PM  
Blogger pagelsdorf said...

helo thr.. yep, me still suffering trauma of the past semester la, cant get it out of my system i guess! hmmm, Ms Bebek Angsa yang masak di kuali eh?

Saturday, December 18, 2004 12:21:00 AM  

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