what is wrong with me aye?

oops i did it again. a major boo-boo that is. my seemingly innate ability in projecting my chronic baseless fears/paranoia was allowed to rear its ugly head again. same old concerns, same old worries, same old stupidity. unfounded at times. unfair to the afflicted. but why cant i do something about it? supposedly time provides experience, experience makes a man. doesnt work for me it seems. i just dont seem to learn. cant quite understand why this bledy mind of mine cant be cool about it. maybe coz i was once bitten, & definitely more than twice shy over it. aaah well, tough luck for me perhaps. wat a bummer.