and then there was rain

the past days have been raining heavily in the late afternoons. and the nights are cold. a welcomed respite from the humid weather lately. and perhaps an omen of some sorts of whats to come.

was pretty drearily downcast for much of the day. nothing much to be upbeat about. mood at an all time low, a meek smile was all i could afford most times. irony was that she was the only one who was successful in lightening me up abit. shared a couple of laughs. nothing much changed though. how disheartening.

i need to cool off. been pretty much of a hothead for my own good. shizzle schmizelle....