match with the team from school of design & environment yesterday was tough. they had two ang mohs, one in defence and attack respectively. drew 2-2, lost the resulting penaty shootout though.bummer, now we hafta play one extra unnecessary match on saturday with the doctor-wannabes from medicine. special thanks to jamal, yan and shan for coming down to support me play a measly last 5-10mins of the match. couldnt contribute much to the game la.
hmm...its true when they say that actions speak volumes about a person. this i agree. but i dont tink though that it would be necessarily fair to say that any certain action is able to fully describe nor detail what the person is all about. sometimes, i guess, people are driven to do the things they do or make the choices they make due to circumstances. which at times are beyond their control nor wishes perhaps. tough luck aye.
the other day i was kinda put in a spot. in which i was placed in a situation where i had inexplicably become embroiled and torn in the midst of two parties who have issues between them. as if i was involved in the animosity between the two in the first place. funny thing is that whichever solution i make would make it seem like as if im favouring one or the other. to me, both are equals, no more no less. all i tried was to help offer ways to go about it, in the fairest way i thought possible. yet unfortunately me being me i got misunderstood and was stuck in whole new lotta problems of my own from then on. wat a bummer. as if im at fault for everything that was going on in the first place. sigh.
ive been told before that im too nice sometimes. hmm...perhaps mebbe that was why the above happened. well, cant help it if im like that yea. hmmm...mebbe i should just stop being sooo empathic or understanding of people's problems, and just be an ignorant prick and just focus on rectifying the failings of my own life 1st. that's it la. no point being helpful and all if at the end of the day im just seen as being overfriendly or sociable or wat shite. heck ah...pardon me yea, if from now on im just being jerkish in whatever i do. life is and was never fair, so why should i even bother trying to make it that way aniwaes. right?
hmm...its true when they say that actions speak volumes about a person. this i agree. but i dont tink though that it would be necessarily fair to say that any certain action is able to fully describe nor detail what the person is all about. sometimes, i guess, people are driven to do the things they do or make the choices they make due to circumstances. which at times are beyond their control nor wishes perhaps. tough luck aye.
the other day i was kinda put in a spot. in which i was placed in a situation where i had inexplicably become embroiled and torn in the midst of two parties who have issues between them. as if i was involved in the animosity between the two in the first place. funny thing is that whichever solution i make would make it seem like as if im favouring one or the other. to me, both are equals, no more no less. all i tried was to help offer ways to go about it, in the fairest way i thought possible. yet unfortunately me being me i got misunderstood and was stuck in whole new lotta problems of my own from then on. wat a bummer. as if im at fault for everything that was going on in the first place. sigh.
ive been told before that im too nice sometimes. hmm...perhaps mebbe that was why the above happened. well, cant help it if im like that yea. hmmm...mebbe i should just stop being sooo empathic or understanding of people's problems, and just be an ignorant prick and just focus on rectifying the failings of my own life 1st. that's it la. no point being helpful and all if at the end of the day im just seen as being overfriendly or sociable or wat shite. heck ah...pardon me yea, if from now on im just being jerkish in whatever i do. life is and was never fair, so why should i even bother trying to make it that way aniwaes. right?
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