on the days that i dont hafta work, its been real bliss these days to have the luxury of waking up late without any sense of guilt nor regret. on average, i'd only be up and about only from noon onwards. haha.. and its especially great when the weather was like all rainy and cooling as the most recent sunday. shiok man..

somehow my pay from last month is depleting pretty fast. sigh. i know i should start saving up, but sometimes the expenses are just so unavoidable and necessary. 10 dollars these days can barely last for one day's worth of consumption. i worry how much higher the cost of living would rise up to eventually. one example, bus fares are supposedly going to be increased. which i wonder what the heck for also. i remember one report quite a while back stating how bus companies are worried when they experienced a percentage decrease on profits. hmmm... doesnt that mean that they are actually still enjoying profits and making money out of the public? so what makes them so worried? i dont have all the answers to that, but as each day passes, im somehow starting to get disiilusioned with life in singapore. as i read and observe and think, i realise that behind all these bright images of a meritocratic and fair and prosperous society that we have, its all diplomatic mumbo jumbo and bullshit. just look around, and if you pause for a moment and observe hard enough, i think its clear for all to see the loopholes and cracks that this country is afflicted with.

i realise that im starting to be more critical lately. i also dunno why though.

aniwaes, happy belated mothers' day to all mothers out there.