ok i realised that i should at least try to update this blog just a teeny bit. i havent been conscientiously doing so partly because i have grown to be lazy, and partly because there's relatively much inactivity that circulates round my social existence, aside from the often-heard ramblings about my work and watnots all. and of course the ever-persistent problems of maintaining a healthy cashflow, and the chronic difficulties of weaving through the complexities of a far-from-utopian relationship.

i feel guilty somewhat, for indulging in a couple of luxuries for myself from my latest pay. got a krumpler bag (finally!), and a pair of levi's jeans (finally!), both of which were aimed months months ago. those 2 items can roughly give you an idea of the total expenditure incurred. yes mebbe i do deserve them after having slogged so hard during the hols, but i still cant help feeling a tad embarrassed at having spent quite a substantial amount on 2 mere items. aaah well.

attended school for the first time today. having not had lessons for 3 months, it was quite hard for the brain to commit full concentration on a sustained basis. i fell asleep midway through the first half of the lecture. well, the lecture was quite dry and boring i must say. thank goodness i can drop it from tomorrow onwards, coz i finally got the SS module that i prefer taking also. phew.

ok now i cant tink of anymore stuff to jot down. hopefully this mental rust will thaw eventually over the semester la. til the next time den.