one thing ive recently learnt not to do anymore - is to never ever bother to even think of doing anything, for anyone, from whom there's not even the slightest remotest possibility that there would be any form of appreciation nor gratitude. not even when i had meant to do it with the sincerest of intentions, for the interests of everyone at heart. why huh? no point la, coz id just get misunderstood. should have just focussed on doing it right for those that really matter. not that i really care, but it's just disappointing. aah well... whateva.

aniwaes, happy birthday malaysia.