i've been sick these past couple of days or so, ever since i got caught in the rain a few days back. been kinda fluish, and the nose's been irritatingly runny. the back of the head's kinda heavy too, so it aint good at all. what i dont like most about being sickish is the fact that the urinary tract gets kinda loose too, caused by the regulatory increased intake of water when anyone is unwell. thus i find myself visiting the loo more often than i'd really like to actually. it's ... ermm ... troublesome la. and worse is, when im sick, i'd get all these weird and out-of-this-world dreams whenever im asleep. i cant quite figure out why, perhaps its all due to the mishmash of medication and drugs that circulate through my bloodstreams. weird la weird. it'll be stuff that have totally incomprehensible storylines with a gazillion characters that may just be people whom ive met in my life. familiar faces all, but i'd have no idea why in the world would they be there in my dreams, acting out illogical scenes that just doesnt make any sense. yesterday i was like shooting rats or soemthing. and at times these dreams can be oddly chilling and scary too. macam premonitions like that. it's all weird im telling you.

anyways the time to bid for modules is here again. all the time-wasting hours spent monitoring the bids and frantically trying to find the best possible combination for the perfect timetable. to me, this exercise is a way for us to display our very own grasp of kiasuism, how best we can play the system to our own advantage. troublesome, and dumb. if this was the army we'd all be yodelling to the tune of 'Heerrre we go again...same ol' shite again..'. many times over. just hope i'd get the modules that im interested in taking la. which on hindsight isnt much of a choice la coz im kinda catching up on my soci mods. well, best of luck to everyone yea.

speaking of which, my results for last semester was fine. i did averagely well, though nothing brilliant of course. im just glad, with the grace of God, that i cleared all including the toughest ones. im still in doubt and quite uncertain about doing honours though, the CAP's improved but it's still hinging on the borderline. decisions man decisions. perhaps i shall file for graduation first before taking a look at the results for next semester, and deciding. just in case.

i've been craving for sheesha. again. anyone? but not my treat la. haha

and i just watched 'I am Sam' belatedly the other day. a heartwarming show indeed. yessss i can and do feel okkk..

and why.. why does it always rain on me.. i wonder.