some people say arguments are good, and presumably healthy. but to have them become a feature of your life, that's where the rot starts. it's just ... endemic, biting away at whatever good there's left.

some people say, a good way to gauge it is to see it withstand the test of time. well yeah 15 months have been quite remarkable, even more so when it's been quite a toil. mebbe 15 months was enough. enough to see that probably you and me ... we're just toooo similar that we're different.

some have been supportive, some have just been outright critical. to the former, i can never thank you all enough. to the latter, gloat all you want in your ridicule. well, whatever.

we need a breather, to stay afloat, i hope. let's see where this takes us aite..

sigh ... my throat's sore, my mind's in a worry, my body's lethargic, and my heart aches. this aint a good week at all. aint good at all...

well, when we're down in a rut the only way to go is up. i just hope that i dont sink any further before im able to make that first leap forward. haha...

in an unrelated incident, i just wanna say FUG to the driver of a red/maroon-coloured pickup van with plate number GN1553H. what the bloody hell was he thinking, tailgating me along the AYE, even though i was in the 3rd lane of the expressway, and was already at a speed of 110km/h++ trying to lose him and create abit of a gap between my bike and his shoddy shit of a van. kanina... *points middle finger*