sleepless..

most times, the grass will always appear to be greener on the other side. frankly speaking, i seriously do not know. perhaps it's just the vacuum playing tricks on me. that hole, that space, that emptiness. and perhaps it's finally getting to me. and eating me from inside. well, i have dealt with this before, and chances are, i will again. steely? i doubt so. just life at its merciless worst. i think.

having said that, thinking again, perhaps it was a little too premature for me to have thought of certain things in a certain way. too far-fetched, too unlikely. guess i was just harping on that little spectre of delusionment called hope.

*bites the bullet*

i need to go out more.

that aside, on to a little unfortunate piece of news, Bo got into an accident wednesday night. thankfully, nothing majorly serious and he suffered abrasions & cuts only. get well soon aite brudder? take care man.

contrary to the heading of this post, i need to head to bed soon. 'nite people.