we were never close, nor see things eye to eye... but i share your sorrow and grief, and empathise with your loss. be strong, for i'm sure He has His reasons and knows what's best. Amin.

i do not know why, but in recent times lately ive been feeling in some ways deflated. though im not quite sure of how to articulate it, nor place it onto reasons why. but it's ok it's not really something overwhelmingly un-manageable. so yea never mind. ok that's all just to have a release. heh.

halo halo.. well, i really think that tis' the season to be sick. everyone seems to suffering from some illness or ailments one way or the other. i myself was afflicted with a chronic dry cough with one heck of a ticklish throat for the past week or so. so much so that i was kinda semi-addicted to the woods peppermint mixture and scores of strepsil. now that has gone, though it has somewhat converted itself to some parasitic phlegm-y feeling that stays in the chest. just hope it goes away soon. it's getting pretty irritating la.

ok enough of my misfortune. on a slightly better note, my exam results were out last week & it was somewhat abit better than expected. after much consideration & deliberation & consultation, ive decided to stay on for another year to do my Honours. part of me was a tad reluctant given the "ORD" mindset since the start of last sem, but thinking again mebbe its for the better la. laziness is always a problem but then again, if that's the case, macam mana nak maju kan..? never mind la let's just go with the flow & may this be the right path for me.

i think june's gonna be somewhat eventful for me, although without me being actually involved in any of them. haha.. a friend's getting engaged, a friend's brother's getting married, the gang is going off to bangkok (get tees for me aite? ), and the parents are set for a mini-getaway to the holy land. me i shall just have to slog my ass off again & save some dough. sad but true huh. ah well.

anyways, went to watch Da Vinci Code the other day alone at Empress for 5bucks. tis' a result of me catching the hype a tad late after everyone has all gone much earlier. well it doesnt matter to me because i wanted to finish the book first, and most importantly to see it in budget. haha.. yes this may sound pathetically sad but aaahh who cares. the movie itself was a good visual representation of the detailed narrative found in the text, & i was glad to have read it to fully understand what's going on. and plus nothing beats seeing audrey in person, albeit on screen only. hehe..

again we went for our weekly 2nd Link trip just now. twas a success i feel, for in today's session there was 10 bikes in total, nine Super 4s & one RXZ. and that was without our resident GSX rider and a pal's Fireblade buddy. well at the simplest it was an actual configuration of a real-life friendster network. someone is connected to someone, and got pulled along. haha. great thing was that the interaction was not thatkekok also. mebbe given time everyone would feel at ease i guess. best la best very fun indeed.

ok that's all for now, need some sleepppp....